When I came here, I was hoping to learn some things about Islam. As time went on, I become more and more convinced that I wasn’t going to learn anything of value here. A muslim friend of mine (from Australia) assured me that was the case. She was driven nuts by the religion here and told me that I wasn’t going to learn much about it here. I have come to agree with her. I’m hoping beyond hope that most of the world’s muslims do not think like the ones here…
In general, muslims believe that the Koran is the actual word of God as revealed to Muhammad. They believe that the word became a book whereas Christians believe that the word became flesh in the person of Jesus Christ. OK, there’s some gap there between the religions, I can handle that. They believe that Jesus wasn’t divine, that he was a prophet, and that he didn’t really die. Not believing in His divinity is logical enough (although I still don’t understand how they maintain the truth of the virgin birth without him being divine, see here) and even though I can’t really understand how anyone could survive a Roman crucifixion along with the scourging He got, that’s fine. They don’t believe it, they have a lot of company in the world…
I have never questioned muslims about their faith here, but they have questioned me a bunch. The questions they ask surprise me. “How can God be three things?”, “How can God die?”, “How can God come back to life?” None of these questions would surprise me coming from an atheist, but they are all supposed to believe in God. Anyone that asks, “How can God…?” has at best a very shallow faith and probably none at all. How can God do anything? How can someone believe in a God that can’t do something? What strikes me as particularly weird is that the people here have no problem with God creating the universe, making Adam out of earth and “breathing” life into him, and any of the other miracles that are attributed to Him, but God being in three different places at the same time? That’s just crazy talk…
All of the muslims I have met are way out of their depth when they try to talk about the trinity. It’s one thing to say that you don’t believe in it, it’s quite another to tell me that it’s impossible. With God, nothing is impossible. So you can tell me that you don’t believe that Jesus was both the son and God Himself, but don’t tell me it’s impossible. All of the conversion material I have read has been ridiculous. I have been asked again and again if I was going to convert. My initial response has always been, “Why would I?” I haven’t actually said that of course, but none of them understand that I see their religion as being incredibly shallow.
If they really believed, they would never ask me how God can do anything. They would also never feel compelled to exact justice (revenge) here on earth for something that is between God and that person. I’m talking about apostates. It is considered de rigor here to kill someone that converts from Islam to something else. Why? The person that becomes an apostate or says bad things about God or His prophets has not harmed God. Nor has he harmed any one else. He may have offended some other people, but he has not harmed anyone. If you believe in God, you have to recognize the fact that he has only hurt himself. Not only has he hurt himself, but he has done something far more terrible than you could ever do to him… Surely, if they have done the wrong thing, God will punish them. Why don’t the muslims here trust God to either bring them back to the faith or to give the appropriate punishment in the afterlife? People are not perfect, and whenever they are allowed to carry out death sentences, mistakes will be made. Why not let God take care of that?
The answer of course is that a lot of Islam in this part of the world is considered not only a personal thing, but a community thing as well. To commit a sin is to commit it against not only God, but the community as well. IMO, this is one of the more obvious Arab institutions in the religion. I can’t see any reason why this has to hold true in other cultures. Arab muslims need to understand that this aspect of the religion is really unattractive to westerners if they want any hope of converting them…
Anyway, I’m not the only one to come away from here with a lower opinion of Islam. Many of the students I have talked to went from being pretty open to Islam to hating it. I have also talked to several friends that said that being in Yemen has made them go from being an agnostic to being an outright atheist. The Yemenis simply do not understand how their attitudes about their religion seem shallow and false. Most of us see Islam here as, “Do what you are told.” Things are so much richer in Christianity, why would I trade that in for a flatter, blander way of faith? I have little doubt that the reason that most people follow the religion they do here is because they have not been exposed to anything else.
I’m not writing off Islam all together, I have read enough to know that there are other, richer forms of Islam out there, but Yemen has done a lot of damage to my image of Islam…